Monday, May 26, 2008

Lock Unlocked :

There is a gift to the mankind which I have been made to realize once again by the Master. That gift can be put in the following words :

If you become passionately involved in anything for a long period of time, the lock to that thing will be made open to you.

It happened to me earlier, it happened to me from time to time, just because I passionately devoted my time to that thing. The first realization came when I was in class 2. My Uncle gifted me a globe and within two days I memorized all the countries and their capitals (just because I gave up my video games for those two days). Then came the synthesizer which I had tried my hands upon from class 8 to class 9 and suddenly one day I was astonished to see myself reproducing any song I heard. Then came the flute, it took me 3 days of gasping deep breaths to unlock its code. This gave me a confidence to pick up yet another instrument i.e. Harmonica and I unlocked its code in just an hour. But my confidence was brought to the ground level by guitar, which took me 1 year of arduous "arbit maarna" to unlock its code. In the midst of all this, something happened : I was in class 10th, and I was terrified with the subject sanskrit. I could score only 69 out of 100 in the first term examination, I started devoting much of my time in it, and then suddenly one day I fell asleep while studying it and that too for just 15 minutes. When I got up miraculously sanskrit seemed easy. It seemed somewhat familiar and simple. I don't know what exactly happened but yeah that day I became a close witness of a big mystery of nature, i.e. the key to the treasure of knowledge and learning is gifted to those who persevere in search of that treasure.

And today once again, I have unlocked a lock, that is typing rapidly without seeing the keyboard with a considerable accuracy and I am happy :).
(Why shouldn't I be? Having 4700 scraps on orkut is no small thing)

Sunday, May 25, 2008

A forthcoming revolution :

Let us join hands to create a movement :
  • People afflicted with physically disabilities should not be called physically handicapped but rather we should call them "Specially-abled"
  • It has already been accepted that the word "blind" has been replaced by "visually challenged".
  • The art of making a sad person happy is the best form of art possible. It is above any prayer and above any deed.
  • Being judgmental is the worst way of wasting time. It can't persuade other people to correct themselves and neither can it help ourselves, just we get to improve our vocabulary by some 5-6 bad words.
  • Sometimes, just being there means a lot more than saying something. Silence speaks louder than words.
When the power of love overcomes the love for power, the world will know peace.

I can create a difference in their lives :

Compassion, one of the greatest virtues is intriguing me once again. This morning, this particular feeling has started pinching me, for I remember myself being judgmental for many deprived people. I remember myself getting irritated by the beggars, by the kids asking for money to feed themselves, by a malnourished 5 year old cobbler in tattered clothes who annoyed me continuously asking me, "Sir, poliss kara lo" and me chiding him,"Bhaagta hai ya maarun?".

Being in educated class, it is our duty to have a place in our hearts for these heart-swirling happenings around us. We need to be touched by all this, we cannot be so heartless and so indifferent that we don't pay attention to these. The cause of this deprivation is nothing more than their fate, they had been born to poverty-stricken family and this is not their fault at all. If we can't help them then atleast by being compassionate we can treat them as human beings. Why are we so adamant to draw boundaries between ourselves and them? Before anything to categorize us, we all are a subset of a universal superset of "Human Beings" and after that we all are citizens of the same motherland. If we help them, then it will be indirectly helping our nation to break the boundary and class divide. We have the best tool to fight this penury and deprivation and that is "LOVE". Love can win all the wars and can bring radical change in the society. Only if we respect everyone's existence on this earth, we can make our existence worthwhile.

Just a simple pledge can make a difference :
"From this day, I will not only understand the pain of the poverty-stricken but also feel that pain. My eyes will reassure hope in every needy who comes to me."

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Dilemma :

Just found this somewhere, and was stuck by the sheer truth and beauty of it.

Whenever you're called on to make up your mind,

and you're hampered by not having any,
the best way to solve the dilemma, you'll find,
is simply by spinning a penny.

No - not so that chance shall decide the affair
while you're passively standing there moping;
but the moment the penny is up in the air,
you suddenly know what you're hoping.

Piet Hein, poet and scientist (1905-1996)

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Quite a Few :

The last semester has been an entirely new experience for me. It showed me the true face of life. Variety of emotions, psychological stresses, academic pressure, peer pressure, diplomacy and politics and screwing examination once again came into my life step by step. Everything didn't go bad, the last six months has been a roller-coaster ride for me. I got so many GREAT friends that it compensates for all my downs. During tough times, the presence of a friend with whom you can share all your emotions is a boon bestowed on few. I got almost five very close friends with who I can share almost all my thoughts and emotional ups and downs. God never keeps us deprived, it always compensates for one thing or other. The feeling of care and mutual respect between friends is the best experience of my life till now. God is really great, He is a benefactor for me.

On the positive front, the last semester made me grow emotionally as well as creatively. I started writing, photography, drawing, sketching, drawing ambigrams, composing tunes and harmonies, discovering music scales and most importantly understanding other's emotions, respecting other's view and not taking anybody for granted. I stopped using slangs and bad words which I had picked up last semester and became a pure Vegetarian. I developed an immense love for my motherland and nature and realised the importance of family in our lives.

For me everyday is a learning and this journey of life is flawlessly beautiful. I am reminded of the following lines for ending this post :

Life tells you nothing, it shows you everything.

Friday, April 25, 2008

I found the Key :

Enough of chill maarna. Now it has been realized that there is no substitute to hard-work. Opportunities come to only those who are prepared. I avoided studies in the name of extra-curriculars though I was neither par excellence in any of those. The height of me avoiding studies was when everyday I started picking up new hobbies from origami, ambigrams, sketching to even arbitrary blogging. The more I ran away from studies, the more the pressure it mounted on my mind. Now when I came face to face with it, I realize it was never difficult for me. The words of Swami Vivekanand strike my mind which says, "What you need is more important than what you want." The best way to fight fear is to come face to face with it and when one comes face to face with it, a funny situation arises; the fear seems trifle...and in the case of studies...it looks surprisingly easy....YES you heard it right..."EASY". My life has got a road...now it is waiting for me to run on it at my full pace...

Hardwork is the key...even luck favours the prepared one...the reason for any failure 99% of times is "Lack of Hard-work". Sharpness and talents don't matter much(they only make ur understanding faster)...it is ultimately practice that makes one perfect...the more one practices the more skilled one becomes. Everything in this life is straight-forward and that's why Life is complex.

Quote:
One of the greatest geniuses of all times, Michelangelo said, "It would not be so astonishing if you knew how hard I worked to gain my mastery."

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Indeed


Friends were here
Friends were there
Friends were all around

One was there
Who lived so near
Hostile did he sound

To everyone, I used to complain
"I loath him, I loath him", I used the refrain

Soon came a tough phase
"Politics and Diplomacy", did I gaze

All the fake masks fell to the ground
Greed and Ego knew no bounds

Selfishness climbed to zenith
Crushing all the friendships beneath

When all my friends lost hope
And my self-belief started to grope

Only he stood by my side
Showing faith in me to give me a smooth glide

The (poltu) season took a halt
All our expectations had been rolled

Neither did I get any post
Nor anything to boast

But I found a friend amongst all those so-called friends
Whose friendship is valuable till the time ends

Friends will come and friends will go
Some may even turn out to be a foe
Only few remain who heal our wounds,

Who share our sorrow
And wish for us a better tomorrow
Only they are forever...and this friendship then knows no bounds

I got one of those few
"I'll never loath him, I'll never loath him", now I knew,
Now I knew..


Saturday, April 19, 2008

I learnt today :


• Emotions are one of the most precious gifts of nature for any human being.

• Friends are the best possession one can have. It is one lifetime investment which will always multiply itself in return.
• Busy mind inculcates creativity while Idle mind provokes lust.
• Parents are always right.
• I have NOT lost my vigour for study. I studied the whole day with good grasping.
• The fun-element adds interest in even the most boring activities.
• Just an hour of sincere study brings immense contentment.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Trespassers will be Rusticated :

Yesterday, don’t know what happened, an idea cropped up out of nowhere in our minds to visit insti top at midnight. We were idling around after the House Day of Jwalamukhi Hostel, and finally went up to the insti roof after much persuasions to many of my friends. Our bunch of young men and women, showing their gymnastics skills in trespassing the closed gates at the insti top atlast found the place worth for all the efforts they had put in. The breeze blowing was romantic and adding to the romance was the bright moon-light inducing inertia in our eyes. Dancing in our own rhythm, we were feeling at heaven. But things don’t always remain as simple as it seems. Our joy was evil-eyed. The culprits behind our short-lived joy are the ones who have enough power to make us dance in their own kind of DISCO(DISciplinary COmmittee). They are popularly known as GUARDs(as if a south-indian guy is pronouncing GOD). Their heroic entry induced adrenaline in many of my friends, somebody’s heart pumping blood at twice the rate, somebody’s mind working at a wondrous pace to provide excuses for our great deed.Of the seven of us three of my friends fled away(flight from fight, but not for long).

Surprisingly, I was quite calm because somewhere deep inside my heart I was assured that nothing serious is gonna happen. That’s probably because I was a bit more experienced in breaking the rules; having already dated security officers earlier when I jumped over the hostel gates at 3 o’clock at night after watching that torturous movie RGV ki AAG(Friends thanks for all your sympathy for me for having tolerated that torture). Waise, insti top was not too risky especially when there are no boundary-edges at the top of a building of ten storeys and its assured that if u get a chance to have a peaceful and instantaneous death, it’s undoubtedly the best option.

Coming back to the story, we four followed our able leader, a guard; providing him the best available excuses. He lead us to the king of ‘em all : The Security Incharge. He fired us with questions having no patience to hear our explanations to them. And to add to the spice of the scene, we were asked to call the three of them who fled away…lol…God does not spare anyone(GOD in this case is equivalent to the Security Incharge)..Anyways coming back to the point…when you do mistake there is remorse….which was quite visible in all our eyes; our able acting touched the heart of the GOD and he forbade his mercy upon us…asking us to write an APOLOGY LETTER and bestow them with our prestigious signatures(which he will store forever and will show to his grand-children for sure)…He warned us for the last time(though the time when I was jumping the gate, it was the last time too)…This not only provided us the opportunity to make our name and entry no. famous but also our hostel and room no. to be in those prestigious pages. Just coming out of security in charge’s cabin…we maintained a sorry face until we went far away from the cabin and found nobody near to read our face when our sorry face suddenly sprang up into a mischievous one…..we had a naughty smiles on our face and a deep underlying sense of achieving something great...out of this world…And I said, "Maza aya yaar", and all my friends reciprocated to it saying, "Sahi mein yaar"… a couple of ice-teas at NESCI brought us back to our ground level…and Shirshendu describing the whole incident in his superb gestures - full of expressions, added flavour to the ice-teas….
Now 6 in the morning, with the morning sun glorifying my whole surrounding with its funny light, I sense a tingle whenever I remember about yesterday. It is an experience which I will cherish the whole life…unless I have an attack of amnesia…


P.S.The photo displays the entry of the Insti Roof...It has to do nothing with the yesterday's event..it is just added to make the whole description more vivid...The fence remains closed at night and we jumped across this fence.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

8 things :

Eight things I am passionate about(in no particular order):

Music
Writing
Emotions...good ones...affection, care, respect,taking care of someone
My faith and beliefs
Photography
Good conversations
India : My love for it is increasing day by day
Mom-made cuisine, sleep and other such delicious reasons of living



Eight things I want to do before I die (In no particular order):

Feel complete
Tour the whole world with my parents and sister
Learn all the forms of art viz. origami, ambigrams...
Adopt a child
Make my own soft-rock band
Learn violin and saxophone
Experience super-consciousness

Write a book


Eight things I say often:

"This is"

"Sahiii"
"Cool"
"Wat/Kya"
"Shit"
"I know..."
"Hmmmm"
"Actually/Exactly/Naturally/Perhaps"

Eight books I’ve read recently:

The Da Vinci Code
Wise and Otherwise
Men of Steel
The Success Principles
The Journey to Self-Realization
I bought the Ferrari
Success Vs Joy
Chicken Soup for the Soul


Eight songs I could listen to, over and over:


Koi Fariyad, Tum bin
Heaven, Bryan Adams
Everybody hurts, Corrs
Garaj Baras, Jagjit Singh
My heart will go on, Celine Dion
Bahon ke Darmiyan, Khamoshi
Yaad kiya dil ne, Jagjit Singh's Version
Everything I do, Bryan Adams


Eight things that attract me to my best friends:

Easygoing/Approachable
Caring
Non-interfering
Understanding/ Perception
Reliable
Passion
Sensitivity
Good listening skills




HappYness :

There is some point in my life when everything seems not working yet life appears to be smooth. There is great satisfaction in my doings and even if things don't work I remain happy.

This part of my life is called HAPPINESS.

It is eternal, inexpressible. Presently, I am in that very state, feelin great. Not just great, but infact too great. I don't know why but its lovely. A deep sense of contentment is there in my breath. Today is special.

I got up in great mood. My "best friend" (oh, the joy that comes on mentioning this word is immeasurable) came to wake me up early in the morning. When he told "Harsh, uth ja, sadhe saat ho gaye"; unlike other days when I shout at the one who wakes me up; I said, "Thanks a lot!". The day started on a positive note. I even had my breakfast : Spicy masala dosa and i relished it. And reached the practical classes in full swing discussing Physics (A rare moment). Practicals were eye-boggling straining the eyes with several microscope measurements. Today the very thought of studies is not bothering me. Acceptance brings satisfaction and inculcates creativities.

I am feeling gifted as if the Almighty is conspiring to move me ahead... ahead of this world... this bondage of emotions...in a state of constant bliss...where every moment is a celebration...every face has a smile...every thought has purity...love and care flows through every soul...which is as comfortable as my mother's lap...and she moving her fingers through my dishevelled hairs...


I wonder will this state be permanent or will the world pull me back from this trance to the tough realities...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Panorama :

Among all the passions that I have, I place Photography at the top. Photography is such a hobby that continuously strives to make us aware of the present moment. I realize the difference that Photography made in my life. I have started observing everything that goes around me, it has enriched my travelling experiences, it has allowed me to live in the present moment, to see the incomparable beauty of Nature. I have become attached to all the creatures on earth and now I can feel the connectedness between them and me.

I am surprised by myself that everyday I wake up surprisingly early just to capture sunrise from my hostel's balcony. Thanks to this hobby, I have developed enormous love for our Motherland. My love for India has increased thousand-folds. India offers so much diversity in people and traditions that it stands out of the rest of the world in cultural heritage. I consider myself fortunate for being born in a country like this.

Nowadays, in weekends I consciously visit pilgrimages and natural sites for photography and am continuously being touched by people and nature's picturesque scenes.

Just take out time, just 10 minutes, from your daily routine and spend time with nature and see how refreshing it is.

Just wonder, if our world is so beautiful,
then how beautiful be the place where God resides...

Pursuit of Happiness :

yun to guzar raha hai
har ek pal khushi ke saath
fir bhi koi kami si hai
kyun zindagi ke saath

rishtey, wafayen dosti
sab kuch to paas hai
fir aaj is tarah kyun
ye dil udas hai

Searching for that everlasting happiness.

Happiness is a very gross term, it has no definitions........I cant get happiness from this material world unless i am happy with my inner world.

Monday, January 7, 2008

Am a Secular :


I am a secular bcoz I believe in all the religions. I believe in all the religions bcoz(No, it isn't philosophical) every religion has its New Year at different times of the year and I get to make and redefine my earlier New year resolutions which (ofcourse) had not been completed earlier.

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I picked up


This winter vacation I picked up some new activities.
1) Photography : Thanks to my Nokia 6300, with a decent 2 mp camera, I have got some really wonderful snaps. The beauty of a photograph lies in its timing and light and shade. A colourful country like India offers wide range for photography. And Delhi, a conglomeration of different cultures offers a much richer diversity to capture. From Chandni Chowk to the Railway Station to High-tech malls to beggars in front of Akshardham, its a great place from the point of photographer. Thats not all, I thank my luck for having my hostel room's directly facing the sunrise offering beauty in bulk.
2) Travelling : Being a travel bug, having travelled almost whole of India, I am never ever satiated with travelling. This time on my trip to Ajanta and Ellora, I learnt a great thing from my Dad i.e. before going to a particular place : Be aware about its history, read magazines, articles and books about that place. This awareness enriches our travelling experience into a broader perspective. Instead of glancing or looking at things we tend to observe and relate to what we have read and this process leaves an imprint, about that place, forever in our mind.
3) Writing : Writing one's own view or experience about any particular thing makes oneself observant and self-satisfied. It allows us look into deeper vistas of our life and sometimes we also get to be awestruck to look at the hidden creativity within us.

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Friday, January 4, 2008

Prayer for the New Year :


Lets not allow ourselves to be upset by small things that we can forget in life for "Life is too short to be little."

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

Astrology : What's that?


Scientifically, the effect of the gravitation forces of the sun, moon and the planets is equivalent to the gravitational force exerted by a piece of pea suspended in air 20 metres away. It is totally absurd to say that the gravitational force of these celestial bodies will have any effect on our lives.

Quoting "Autobiography of a Yogi", Yogananda says that astrology is such a great science that even a real astrologist who can see the future of a person instantly on seeing the face will never ever dare to tell that person his/her future because no real gyani will ever play with the will of God. He will let everything happen on its own.

So all those people who hold the so called post of astrologist or palmists are mere frauds who have discovered a great technique of extracting great money from the naive and gullible people of India.

One should be rational and scientific. I am glad to note that our former President Mr.A.P.J.Abdul Kalam clearly wrote in his autobiography, "Wings of Fire", that he cannot understand the reason behind astrology and he does not believe it.

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Yoga : In its Truest Sense


Search google for Yoga and of the ten results that will appear almost 8 of them don't exactly point to what Yoga really is. Its disappointing to see in a country like India, which is the birth-place of the divine science of yoga, that people misinterpret yoga with pranayamas and asanas. It shows ignorance seeing people buying costly books titled "Yoga" which contains photos of a slim and trim guy or girl performing different asanas and stretching exercises. And thats not all, these people flaunt that they are doing Yoga or that they have learnt Yoga.


Yoga, in its broadest sense means union. It implies union of mind, body and soul. It comprises of eight steps : yama, niyama, asana, pranayam, pratyahara, dharana, dhyana and samadhi. The latter four points to the subtleties of the human mind. Of these eight steps, what people like Baba Ramdev are teaching are just Asana and Pranayama. No doubt they help a person to become physically fit, but this is not yoga. There should be a clear boundary between yoga and pranayama. Hundreds of books and CDs, especially of foreign writers, are available in the market titled Yoga and what they contain is nothing more than several asanas and stretching exercises.

The sad point is that the essence of Yoga is being lost in the country of its origin only. Just as Kung Fu originated in India and now China owns it, similarly Yoga is being lost from India and that too much due to our own ignorance. Yoga is not just an exercise, but its a science : the science which leads to enlightenment.

Understand this and safeguard its true spirit!

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Abstract

Have u ever wondered that how lucky you are.

Of the millions stars and planets, the position of earth is such that life can be sustained. The temperature is just perfect so that water can exist on it in the liquid state. The axis of earth is tilted just perfectly so that we have summer,winter,autumn and spring. If it was either a degree more or less than the current 23.5 degrees then our earth would have been a home to tsunamis and hurricanes. The position of moon is just perfect to provide stability to the rotational motion of the earth. The earth has just the sufficient gravity to hold the atmosphere with it. Of the million species on earth , you have been chosen to be a human being : the most civilized mind on earth.

Your life on this earth is nothing less than a miracle.

We have no time to regret or suffer. Every time you feel down, just reflect upon these words and consider how lucky you are.


Monday, December 10, 2007

Being in IIT : The first semester


It has been about five months in IIT and I need to pen down my learnings and experiences. A senior told me that these four years would be the most wonderful years of my life and indeed it turns out to be.


The day begins with 23rd july......orientation processes begins.....

The orientation programmes and registration processes themselves extracted much of the enthusiasm from almost all the entrants. Can you believe that the professors were teaching moral science to a bunch of 17-19 years students. Morality cannot be taught, it can only be imbibed by setting an example.

Here comes August....and our semester starts......

The first class was an ultimate bore one. The professor was a shock for a lifetime. All our hopes and expectations came to the ground level.

The second class was somewhat better and thereon the process of continuous evaluation was started. There were workshops, chemistry practicals all in the afternoon and all carried marks to be added at the semester end. We cursed the system for having such a harsh time-table. After having a full-bowl of rice how can they expect us to stay awake in the afternoon sessions of practicals and lectures.The amount of curses that i blessed our beloved Institute and its faculties was greater than the total abuses that ever came from my mouth.

IIT is basically a one-eyed king among all the different blind colleges.The professors, leaving a few, are worse than hell. How can the Institute appoint ordinary professors to teach the sharpest minds of India. The teachers lack enthusiasm. They mug up and come in class. The condition is even worse in tutorials , where teachers are so shameless that they come in class with a piece of paper and ask the students to solve the tutorial-sheets and they note the solutions.

I wondered whether i had taken the right decision in opting the branch at Delhi which was available to me at Bombay too. For the first few weeks i was a bit disappointed.But, thereafter things started to settle.I started enjoying. Couple of movies at the PVRs, me being selected in the hostel footie team and late-night strolls in the campus made me feel at ease.

The other thing that kept me going was the students. I am mesmerized by the IITians to a great extent.There is something mysterious and unpredictable in every IITian. Each and every IITian has something different from the rest of the world. Their taste(be it of books, music, movies or arts), their tendency of going to the grass-root level about anything they are passionate about,their simplicity,their lateral thinking,their curiosity,their interest in trying out new things, their tendency to keep on trying until they succeed and most importantly their humbleness are out of this world. It feels great that AIR 15 and Air 27 are giving importance to a person with a much lower rank.

Having friends who are gold medallists in international olympiads is nothing ordinary and that is where IIT takes a lead from every other college. It provides the best atmosphere for any scientific and non-scientific pursuits.It provides an opportunity for ordinary people like me to become extraordinary.

Coming back to the scenario, for the first two weeks the fear of ragging engrossed our minds the whole day. We always used to move in groups.But the seniors were themselves inexperienced in ragging and they were caught by the anti-ragging squad when they were taking our introduction(poor they!). Now, we feel that ragging should have been there, it would have allowed more interaction of ours with the seniors and would have helped us to take initiatives in the various activities of our hostel. And when I was selected in the hostel football team this interaction developed and almost all the seniors became my friends.

The inter-hostel competitions are a trademark of IITD. And i feel really fortunate for opting Delhi as my institute because it is the best among all the IITs for the cultural pursuits. The first event of the first semester was duo-dancing competition. The high enthusiasm among various hostels was mind-blowing and the cheering gave us a feeling of belongingness towards our hostel. We cheered our hostel representatives and condescended other hostels. It was a great feeling.

Our hostel being a new one provides us ample opportunity to showcase our talents. I took part in Fusion Nite and played the synthesizer.It was great to work in a team and I got to learn many things from my band-mates. Then came the street play. The whole street play was organised by first yearites and it made me shed my inhibitions.

I became one of the most naughty boy in my hostel. I played many pranks with my friends. It was fun being at hostel(even at the cost of lectures...:)). My friends would regard me as the most "kamina banda" of the hostel.

After 1st minors, i became highly disorganized. I slept late and woke up late and missed almost all my morning lectures. But the interesting thing here is that I never regretted of missing one. Thats because the professors at IITD suck. While coaching for JEE, I never missed any of my classes as my teachers were great and it was a pleasure to attend their classes.

Amidst all these activities I always managed to get time for introspection and reading some outbooks : I read Surely You're Joking Mr.Feynman and One Night at the Call Centre and revised Autobiography of a Yogi for the third time.

Night-out before exams are a common thing in IIT. Almost all the exams that I gave, i used to stay awake whole night before. When came the exams, I sat almost without any preparations(night outs leave u oblivious) and as expected I got poor grades.
I know i am responsible for this and now i have stopped blaming the circumstances for this.

During this periods there came a virus inside me of writing testimonials on orkut of my friends. Everytime i logged in orkut, i would end up writing testimonials for some of my friend. I wrote a total of 40 testimonials for my orkut friends. This made me glad that at least i am doing something different. This virus is still working and I am doing a lot of writing nowadays.

I joined the institute with no strategy at all. I was just too much excited. I wanted to enjoy life as for the first time i was independent. There was no-one to scold me if i don't study. And am glad to see that i did it. I followed what interested me.

I am totally satisfied with what I have done. I am glad to experience how it feels if no-one tells me to study, when there is no pressure by society and relatives to study. I have enjoyed each and every moment of this first semester and I am proud of what I have done.


I gotta know many things about myself, my psychology, my interests, my thought-process, my hidden talents and I have developed immense self-belief.

I have become a theist and have started looking for deeper vistas of life. Met some awesomely beautiful people and imbibed some qualities from them. I have started exploiting my creativity to the fullest. Most importantly, i have started loving myself.